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Jesus take the wheel..

I’m almost there! On Thursday I got the besttttttt news ever — the hemorrhage is GONE & I am no longer a high risk pregnancy! Also, I don’t have to have a C-Section anymore :) I’m feeling soooooo blessed! Thank you to everyone who has keep me, Mike & Alaiah in their prayers!! <3

There were so many things I was hoping to accomplish for myself before having a baby & it’s really been weighing on my mind lately. It might just be a “side effect” of pregnancy but I feel like I worry about every little thing. I haven’t been able to work since before Xmas since I’ve been on bed rest. Somehow I have spent $4,500 since then that I had saved. I just worry that I’m not going to be able to give her everything that she deserves as soon as she gets here. I had hoped on BEING MARRIED, traveling out of the country, finishing school, starting a career, buying my first brand new car, & maybe even buying a house before having a baby but now I’m going to have to find a way to do all of it after having her. What worries me the most is that I’m worried about all of this & Michael isn’t at all. We grew up two completely separate ways. I’m not saying my childhood was the greatest in the world BUT it was pretty damn awesome (except for the fact my parents were divorced) & I want Alaiah’s to be even better than mine! Mike will settle for anything & I just can’t stand the thought of settling for any decisions that are being made about her. I want her to have & always have the best from day one. I know that isn’t being selfish.. Is it?

How can you be ride or die for someone if they aren’t ride or die for you?!

Ride or die isn’t just being there.. it’s being LOYAL, trustworthy & 100% honest!

I wish I could be with him in his last moments & I should be.. But with all the problems I’m having with this pregnancy Dr. Kessler won’t let me :’(

I have been in a relationship for 3 1/2 YEARSSSSSSSSSSS before getting pregnant so if you call me a hoe I WILL laugh in your face!!! Stop. & then laugh in your face again!!!!!!

On the other hand, we got hoes… One in particular has had what? 5 or more “pregnancy scares” (aka you probably never even missed your period, you were just trying to see if that man would leave his girl for you. You being the sideline hoe. Which he didn’t so all the sudden you weren’t pregnant anymore!!) LMAO!!!!! & now you’re “pregnant” again supposedly! LOL Seriously though? How would that girl even know who her baby’s father even is SHE MESSES WITH EVERYONE!! & even if she did.. how freakin’ embarrassing is it that every other week a female is going off on you for messin’/talkin’ to their man & EVERYYY single person that finds out you’re pregnant is going to have to ask… WHO IS THE FATHER???!!!!!

You can call me a “hater”! But trust me, you’re gonna be the one hatin’ on me because I will have a F.A.M.I.L.Y! & you won’t BECAUSE YOU CAN’T TURN A HOE INTO A HOUSEWIFE!!

Can’t wait to see you on Jerry bitch!! lol

Trying to come up with a word for females who are still on a guys dick that they messed with but the dude obv. never liked them enough to date them!! Need help!!? lol